"the truth hurts... and lies worse.."

I have been playing it over and over for like, say, 10 times today? Yes, that James Morrison song (feat. Nelly Furtado) has been haunting my ears for a few hours today. It tells about how a relationship is coming to an end. Good song, good song indeed. 




Oh, the truth hurts and lies worseHow can I give anymoreWhen I love you a little less than before?
Oh, what are we doing?We are turning into dustPlaying house in the ruins of us

I really miss this one person in my mind. I really did regret doing all the stupid things I did in the past, although it wasn't completely my fault. I really want to start off fresh on where we left off, but I guess that's just another dream I have to put on hold. Before he headed back home to where he lives currently, i hug him so tight that day and then yes he told me dont cry because he will feel not good, he is the hardest to get rid off (in my mind, that is, even 'til now). I don't even know what's the reason behind me not being able to forget about him, I mean, it is pretty easy for some people to just forget if they're in my case, mostly because I don't get to meet him and all, I just can't seem to put the feelings away. 

...dor!

I miss you :( 

'...it's like chasing the very last train, but it's too late...'

- Broken Strings